Why do you always avoid my eyes
Twisting my beliefs with spreaded lies
Ignoring the shrillness of all the cries
I've had over you on countless nights
Losing my reason with no reason why
Wondering when you'll drop me after lifting me so high

It feels wrong to write words for you
It's nobody's fault, so what am I to do?
When I feel safe, then that's your cue
Come take a look at my wall, and tear through
When you're willing to care, it's too much overdue
Things that were once small suddenly grew

Things can't keep going on this way
Feelings once strong are starting to sway
Wondering if I still want to stay
You say you can't change, but hey
You know I'd do that for you any day.
Even through all my paranoia, disarray
I'm still refusing to go astray.