Been a while, hasn't it?

It's been a really busy year for me, and I've been extremely lazy, too. Well, lazier than usual. But I'm tired of seeing my gallery sitting there rotting and I miss my friends on here so soon I'll have some new things up and I'll be on more often like I used to be. I just hope nobody thinks I'm dead, I mean I have been MIA for quite a while. o_o;

A while back I kind of got stuck in a rut, so to speak. I won't go into details (I dunno know how to explain anyways), but I didn't feel very motivated at all, and wasn't too social and etc. But I'm feeling a little better lately, which is what brought this on.

I'm on a Naruto kick lately (meh... who knows why) and seeing as how Team 10 + Shikamaru/Ino is pretty much the only thing that interests me in the show, I'll probably use that as an excuse to make stuff. I have a WIP icon set sitting on my computer, waiting to be finished and submitted. Then, I have a few more ideas I can work on. So I won't be procrastinating.
I think I'll just focus on Photoshop until I can get back into my writing niche, if I ever do.

What would you do if-

I committed suicide:
I told you I loved you:
I told you I hated you:
I stopped singing:
I stopped seeing the truth:
I stopped being a philosopher:
I stopped writing:
I left one day to never return:
I were to get in such a jam I couldn't do anything about it:
I lost all hope:

What do you think about my-

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Thoughts:
Views:
Tastes:
Criticism:
Leadership Skills:

Other-

Who are you?:
Should I care?:
Are you my friend? If yes, why?:
How do I affect you?:
What is your opinion on me?:
When you hear my name, what do you first think of?:
How do you think I will die?:
Do you understand me?:
What do you find my strongest emotion is?:
Would you hug me?:
Would you kiss me?:
Would you sleep with me?:
Would you like to read my soul?:
What stands out about me?:
Am I good leader?:
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest and 1 the lowest), how nice am I?:
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
Am I loveable?:
What is my favorite word?:
Describe me in one word:
At first glance, what did you think of me?:
You look again, has your mind changed?:
What do you think my weakness is?:
What do you think my strength is?:
What about me makes you happy?:
What about me makes you sad?:
Do you think I'm passionate?:
What's something you would change about me?:
How well do you know me?:
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
Do you think I would kill someone?:
Are we close?:
Are you afraid of my actions?:
Does it even matter what I do?:
Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:

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Waow...

Um...

Hello everyone...

If you recieve random messages in your message centre about me submitting something I've, um, already submitted, forgive me. I'm messing around with my account, and basically giving it rebirth.

Yes, I sure have been, and it feels fucking great.

Now before I tell you why I’ve been acting like a drunkard, let me explain to you, that I’m not drunk. Nor am I high, but that’s what it feels like. The whole ride home, even though it’s 1 o’ clock in the morning, everything was smiling at me. Yes, when I say everything this includes grass, mosquitoes, trees, and yes… houses and cars.

I’ll stop my senseless babbling and pathetic attempt to hold you in suspense, and tell you.

Here goes.

I just had my first kiss, and my computer chair feels like a fluffy cloud, folks!!! This crappy old wooden chair feels like air! My cheeks look like apples and my eyes look like flashlights, my hair is a bit messy, but I’m burning on the inside. I have goose bumps and I can feel my heart thudding.

This is one of those times where you feel like jumping around the house, squealing like a little girl, hugging everything that seems to be smiling at you…

But my parents are asleep. T_T